Saturday, September 11, 2010

its the holidays.



Hello awesome people out there.
I'm back for the raya holidays. (:

There's been a lot going on nowadays. I'm currently not feeling well, kinda sick. Sucks having horsey voice and continuous flu. Sighhh. Will be back in college in a week. Have lots of studies and assignments to finish off. Not liking my term 3 at all. Term 3 has also been in a fast-forward mode. Everything is just super fast, time really waits for nobody. ):

Anyway, i won't be celebrating Christmas in Malaysia this year. Will be up in the air. (: Btw i've just gone for an interview two days ago in Hotel Nikko for my internship. Hopefully, I'll get it. I really do wanna work there even though my first choice was Hilton. WAS. So, Nikko, don't fail me now. ):

It's been a month since we ever talked, smsed or even seen each other. I miss you but I don't miss you at the same time. Get it? I miss you when I only need you around me, when I'm alone, when I'm travelling home in the train alone and I start thinking of you. But I also don't miss you when I'm surrounded with my friends, they make me happy and they are the reason I actually don't miss you. They've all I got now, and they make me be myself. As much as I want to talk and see you, I don't at the same time. See, i don't even know what are we now. I mean, seriously, what are we now? I didn't ignore you, and i didn't leave it hanging. I just wanted time, and you never got back to me. I'm sorry that whenever you hear my name it disgusts you, I'm sorry that we couldn't be like last time. I'm moving on..What about you?



Finally, got glasses! (;

Nerdy is <3>