cause i wouldn't mind being a frog, if i'm gonna live happily ever after later on.
@ 10:13 PM
cause i'm fully booked next week.
oh my.
next week, which is tomorrow onwards,
it's gonna be hell. ):
at least it's gonna make me busy.
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next week, which is tomorrow onwards,
it's gonna be hell. ):
at least it's gonna make me busy.
i hadn't been sleeping well every night, since after my exams were over. I'm so tired. i feel like i'm still going through a hard time, even without the word, SPM in my head. ): i need a holiday, somewhere far far away from here. anyway, moving on about next week ..
monday. reunion with my ex schoolmates.
tuesday. "college hopping" with my mum. haha.
wednesday. driving course, which is the whole effing day.
thursday. piano lesson, prom.
friday. paintball.
busy woman, eh?
tuesday. "college hopping" with my mum. haha.
wednesday. driving course, which is the whole effing day.
thursday. piano lesson, prom.
friday. paintball.
busy woman, eh?
hopefully, it would be fun. prom? i have a bad feeling about, being left out, all alone. ): driving? nono, never studied a shit. about my future, i think i've clearly clearly clearly made up my mind. yes, hotel management. just now, i have to search for the right college, the right environment and what so not. whether i'm taking diploma, or degree, whether i'm going for the first intake or after i get my spm results. OH NO. i don't wanna crawl back into all this mess again. i need time, i haven't really spent it all yet. give me some time. i know i shouldn't wait.
oh, btw i've got my usb cable already.
sadly, i have to upload some software.
i'm date-less for prom.
care to be my date?
sadly, i have to upload some software.
i'm date-less for prom.
care to be my date?
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
cause you're weighing me down.
it's funny that you realize what you did wrong,
but never made an effort to make it up.
it's funny how you give me lame excuses,
but never realized it, once.
it's funny that you know your weakness,
but never wanted to improve, just for me.
it's funny how you say "i love you" everytime,
but never meant once, at all.
it's funny that you reply my messages,
but never reply the ones you don't want to.
it's funny.
everything about you is.
when will it stop being about you?
why must it be your way, and not mine?
and i thought after exams, would be better than before.
why didn't it change? why are you making this hard for us?
every single thing you do, revolves around you.
you pulled me down, you dragged me into your lies,
you made me believe who you are, when you're not.
you made me feel like a fool.
you made me looked like a fool.
it's my time, to be under the big spotlight.
it's my time, to do everything i want to.
it's my time, to be what i want to be.
it's my time.
stop being selfish.
just stop.
wake up, please.
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but never made an effort to make it up.
it's funny how you give me lame excuses,
but never realized it, once.
it's funny that you know your weakness,
but never wanted to improve, just for me.
it's funny how you say "i love you" everytime,
but never meant once, at all.
it's funny that you reply my messages,
but never reply the ones you don't want to.
it's funny.
everything about you is.
when will it stop being about you?
why must it be your way, and not mine?
and i thought after exams, would be better than before.
why didn't it change? why are you making this hard for us?
every single thing you do, revolves around you.
you pulled me down, you dragged me into your lies,
you made me believe who you are, when you're not.
you made me feel like a fool.
you made me looked like a fool.
it's my time, to be under the big spotlight.
it's my time, to do everything i want to.
it's my time, to be what i want to be.
it's my time.
stop being selfish.
just stop.
wake up, please.
@ 12:15 PM
cause i'm so smart.
as dumb as i could get.
i deleted my chatbox.
i deleted my list of friend's blogs.
i deleted that traffic thingy.
smart move, ashley.
=.=
anyway.
i just registered myself for driving.
kursus next week, wednesday.
and guess what.
it's from 8 AM - 4 PM.
WTF.
i'm gonna be all alone for 8 hours. ):
damn.
eeeeeee i want my usb cable! sobs.
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i deleted my chatbox.
i deleted my list of friend's blogs.
i deleted that traffic thingy.
smart move, ashley.
=.=
anyway.
i just registered myself for driving.
kursus next week, wednesday.
and guess what.
it's from 8 AM - 4 PM.
WTF.
i'm gonna be all alone for 8 hours. ):
damn.
eeeeeee i want my usb cable! sobs.
things
one, two, three.
EXERCISE.
do something with my hair.
think of the courses i'm taking in college.
a NIKON DSLR D3000 camera. <3
finish off my piano till Grade 8.
drive. (:
a trip to Europe for free.
Athirah Roslan.
Christine Tan.
Fabiolla Netto.
Gan Nicholas.
Gerard.
Ija Zahari.
Kalpana.
Lam Yee Leng
Mamma Me'a.
Sue Li. Sum.
Symren Kaur.