Friday, October 1, 2010

October?

"You've changed my whole life,
don't know what you're doing to me with your love.."
Superhuman - Chris Brown.


Hello peeeeople.
I'm back after term 3. and watafak? It's freaking OVER already!
I just sat my finals this morning, which is the last paper.
Not hard, not easy.
Couldn't figure out some, but could do some.
Heh, hope I wouldn't fail. :/
Sick of talking about exams,
and sick that i spend half of my life sitting for exams.
you call that life?

Finally, everything is over,
Term 3 is over, finals is over,
mostly, college is OVER for good.
But still, I feel like there's something missing.
I'm not as happy as when my spm ended,
I'm not as happy as my previous terms' exams ended,
but I'm feeling rather neutral.
Thought I did be happy. eh, no.
SUPER DUPER HAPPY.

but no, maybe because i'm starting internship next two weeks
and Term 4 in 3 months.
FAK.
this is going too fast wey.
chillax man.

i need some time for myself to realize all these things.
i need time.
i wanna live like how a teenager is supposed to live,
i wanna go through my teens with laughters and cries,
i wanna feel like i'm 17 and 18 in between.
i don't want the numbers to keep adding, and without knowing,
i'm gonna hit my 20's. shit.
please be easy on me, time.

lately, there's a lot that's been going on in college and off-college.
actually, i don't really wanna cover the part in college, so yea.
off-college, well. I'm still coping with life.
still coping with your absence, your love.
and apparently just so you know, i'm doing fine.
though i know when i'm sick or ill i'll think of you.
the moment when i need you the most.
yeah, you.

you came back to me with a text message?!
like watafak?!
come on you can do better than that.
but i don't wanna waste your time, theres no future in us. i don't see it
though once there was.
i'm sorry, hr. you're amazing.
meeting you was the greatest thing God ever arranged for me.
you're likeable, lovable, nice, and a sweet guy.
i'm sure you can find someone better than me.
someone worth your love more.

- gosh. enough of those emo shit.
done of talking about love.
and btw, i hate the word EMO. never use that on me.
not ELMO, but EMO kayy. ;p

anyway.
i'm gonna be working in 2 weeks time.
hopefully i'll have time to blog and tumblr :D
i promised i would blog after term 3, and here you go!
hahaha.
yeaaa though no one reads it, the more better it is.
it's my public diary.
like it or not, digest it.
<3

see you later beatches.




and maybe the LAST EMO picture/quote everrrrrr.
naaaahhh. i like emo pictures xp!

take care.