a post in the night.
sorry for 2 posts in one day.
i'm totally bored kay, i've got nothing to do
nowhere to go.
just sleeping, is already my passion
just for this week i promise <3
i'm here to talk about money and love.
most probably a boring post.
but i just wanted to write something that's meaningful
hahaha after reading my last few posts.
i "ewww-ed" to myself.
anyway, here goes.
money ;
hey. i was born in an average family, i couldn't ask for more. who wouldn't want more money lah? i was born with a blanket covered over me. and that blanket lasted me till 15 or 16, till my mom decided to throw it away for my own good. like what can a blanket do to my life? sheeesh. i got so mad though. when i was in school, people used to say. "Oh you rich kid!" Well, couldn't blame them. I had a few 10 bucks sheets in my purse, and i was like 13? But no, i'm no rich kid okay. I'm just lucky to have parents like mine. They are awesome, and they just want what's best for me. I'm in college now. It ain't working that good, till I know I had trouble controlling my expenditure. I spent 100 bucks in 2 days. Like watafak. I'm pretty sure, for rich kids it wouldn't be a problem. But due to my parents' pay couldn't waste that much on a daughter like me. Well my dad doesn't really work work and have like about a thousand per month. Yea, so we just depend on my mom a lot. LIKE A LOT. College, i know i owe a lot of money to my close friends, LOL. Sorry babes, will return you as fast as possible <3>
Conclusion : Please do not just throw your money around. Heck, if i'm rich i would. But seriously, it's very immoral to do something like that. At least, throw to someone who needs it more.
love ;
what a feeling. love is beautiful once you actually understand what love really is. It's no puppy love, like how my parents always say. "Your first love, is always puppy love." Well, no not to me. Love comes in various ways and sometimes, it could be a weird thing you know? When you're in love, it's amazing.....for the first few months. Hell after that. Why? Because you would only know a person after a few months of being close to each other. You'll often fight, even with the smallest things ever you could dig up. Which in result, you'll get lotsa silent treatment from each other, and so on. Also, love is when you get to call each other pet names. Holy, I've remembered that I've got called from weird pet names. Gossshh. HAHAH sorry, its p and c. but, I wouldn't forget it, NEVER. (: and after pet names, comes your first touch. Hugs/kisses/holding hands, etc. etc. It's just so clear in my head now, the memories of us. But nonetheless, it's past tense. And at some point everyone have to let go and move on because everything happens for a reason.
Love is an amazing feeling once you get a hang of it.
Though, i'm no love expert. I've experienced it, and learnt from mistakes. I take them as experience and I hope lovers do not assume. Trust me, it will just lead to tears. So, never assume and never hope for more. Just go with the flow. (:
Conclusion ; You can't find perfect love, but you can sure find an imperfect perfect love <3
Be happy with your life yo.
You wouldn't know that someone might just be secretly jealous of it. ;)
