overdue.

i haven't been blogging for quite some time now.

this post is long overdue.

well, what about New Year?
nahh, same old, same old.
nothing much to blabber about.
frankly speaking, i don't celebrate new
everything is gonna change this year.
i mean like everything.

I've officially made up my mind. Doing what? Hotel Management. Where? Taylor's! (: hahah. hopefully, i could get in with my effing bad results. haih. i totally dissappointed my mum and she was like, how could you not get at least 5 A's, so that you could get a scholarship and help me out on the fees? i'm like shit, i tried my best. well getting 19 = 9G for Sejarah it's totally MY fault. i studied that last minute. hahah. sometimes i feel i do good in things i shouldn't do. like my gerak gempur or whatsoever you call that, and it was right after trials. guess what? i got an A for Maths and an A for Science. like wtf man, why am i always the unlucky one? ughhhh. i got both B's for those two subject for trials. eishhhh freaking pissed when things happened like that.

09.01.10 = Saturday.

Went to Taylor's. Everything "kau tim" = settled. I registered, with my effing horrible results. if some of you did thought why would i go for the January intake since my trials results - are bad, well, first i just wanna start early and end early. not like everyone else. i'm already a step ahead of them, and btw i'm not rushing lah. seriously. most of my friends got selected for NS and they DO NOT wanna go. some do, very few. sigh. second, maybe starting earlier is better, i do not have to waste time, like loafing around at home. - isn't that boring? it already sounds boring to me. i just have to get rid of my driving lessons, make sure i complete all the drivings i had before entering college, which i doubt that could happen.

and OHHH ..

anyone i possibly know is going to Taylor's Lakeside? and for January intake?! i'm gonna be a stranger there, and nobody to take the public transport with. ): at least, a friend i know of, it doesn't have to be someone close to me. hahah.

btw, i just found out something really really sad. to me la. i thought i could get away with the uniform shit, but do you know i have to be formal when i go to college? even when i go for classes or whatsoever, i have to be formal?! eff man. seriously. sheeessshhhh. so much for getting away with the dress code. well at least i'm not stucked with the blue kurung and white baju = baju kurung. ;p

- i'm gonna get a knife set! like those folded knife set kinda thing. hahah, so cool. (: and the best part is, my mum wants me to stick my name, those sticker names thingy, yea, onto each knife. i find that abit lame and cute at the same time hahahah ;) because one of the chefs said students tend to lose their knives, and he has to keep them and wait till someone redeems it back. but no one did. HAHA. so afterall, sticking names onto each knives isn't such a bad idea after all right? ;)

so right now. waiting for the letter of acceptance.

and i'm going to college on the 18th. (:

excited, but at the same time, feeling really really scared. ;(

so, i heard some form 5's are stressing already about their future ..

well ...

Coming from me, teeehee ;) .. Here are some, "maybe" useful tips to those Form 5's right now, that are already thinking of what they wanna do for their future. well right now, study hard and smart for your SPM. nothing is more important than that. assuming if you wanna take up something that you want to do, but you can't in the end, and it's all because of your result. well, isn't that heartsick? so yeah, just do your best for SPM. all those thinking and stuffs could wait. you could do that later. some parents who are the pushy type, ahlaa just close one ear or masuk kiri keluar kanan or whichever way, just do that la. hahah to me, SPM is reallyyyyy important. i myself, my parents never did pressured me in studies before, well they do, but not the really really kiasu one la. - the answer to my bad results. hahah ;p but i wouldn't want my parents to be like that.

it's always easier said than done.

so if you know what's best for you, go ahead. it's your instinct, your life, your choice, your interest. so YOU decide.

okay? hopefully this helps. hahah even though i know nobody reads my blog, but wtf la. haha ;)

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