Monday, December 21, 2009

this and that.

wooiishhh~
i passed my undang-undang test! hahah
43/50, yo.
i know it's terrible, but at least i passed.
cukup2 makan also, i don't mind.
at least i don't have to go back there and re-sit the whole thing again.
i doubled check my answers and all.
it's good, and i'm happy. (:
*is this a sign that my spm results would be as good as this?*
i hope so. :S

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he's been out of Malaysia for more than 3 days now.
and i'm beginning to feel like he's not with me anymore.
his absence made me realize that i can actually live without him.
well at least i think i can.
all his doings, and whatever he said to me, his words ...
are all empty.
it has never been fulfilled.
maybe he's having fun there, right? ;S

it's always easier said than done.
don't you think so?

yes, i do admit that i have my flaws.
i'm not perfect, and so are you.
i'm just beginning to feel that you and i do not need each other anymore.
is that so?

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oh yes! i'm supposed to blog about college/christmas.
well, actually there's nothing much. (:
no pictures for this post. :D
maybe the next one, i'm just writing this post now,
since i have the time.
i've been really busy with everything.
and yes i AM.
well, life isn't easy after spm.
there's so many things you have to get done with.
my driving lessons, my prom, thinking about which college,
thinking about which intake, visiting colleges, etc etc.
you see?
it's not easy.

there are decisions to be made everyday.
for me, of course. (:
i don't know about you. but yea.
and i have outings, and reunions and blah bla.
the list just goes on and on.
and i have an upcoming party this wednesday.
and on that day itself, i'm going to Taylor's Lakeside Campus for a visit.
and i haven't really officially declared a day off, since spm ended few weeks ago.

it's been like a roller-coaster ride, since then.
parties, movies, na na na.
i wanna go on a holiday! i need one, BADLY. ):
but looks like, i wouldn't be going anywhere,
for this 2 more weeks til this year ends.
including next year, hopefully not. ))):
i demand a HOLIDAY.
a free airline ticket to wherever, i don't care.
just not here. not in Malaysia.

i just need a timeout from everything.
before i start making those "everyday" decisions. ):
please?

hopefully, i'm free tomorrow.
(:

ttfn, <3'es



next post ; not sure yet. LOL