Unfortunately,

I'm so not in the mood to blog now. Well, I want it to be updated*

Problems seems to appear now. It's coming back again.
It's either, saying something wrong, saying something insulting,
PMS-ing, or something else.
I have to agree, that KARMA is a bitch. And no one can ever escape from it.
I had learned my lesson, but i still really can't let go.
What's wrong with me? Why everything that I said, I just don't and can't mean it?
Why? WHY?
Is it that hard letting go? Is it that worth it? Does it really matter? Is it really really important?
These questions, are driving me up the wall.
God, please help me. Come to some point, I'm just really agitated. Don't know why.
These feelings, should fade. Friends keep asking me to let go. Arggghhhhhh.
Sometimes, i wish that i could just fuck everything up the wall. Seriously. Even if it sounded wrong, who the heck cares?
All these, shouldn't be a part of life. I wanna live my life, but seems like it, I'm going back to square one.
Wish me luck.


ashley's.