Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Im Single and Not Available.

27.05.07 - 16.02.09 :)

Those memories, i will never forget.
I'll remember you, for being a great guy.
I'll remember you, for the tears I've shed.
I'll remember you, for being there for me.
And,
I'll remember you, for loving me.

You've taught me the word "fun". You're a fun person.
You've taught me how to be independent. You're kind-hearted.
You've taught me how to memorize Sejarah before PMR. You're smart.
You've taught me to live life to the fullest. You're caring.
and mostly,
You've taught me the meaning of love. You're lovable.

Its hard to believe that you're my EX now. But,
I'm not sorry that i let you go. I'm not regretting what i said, nor what i did.
Instead, I thank you for everything. I'm happy that i did the right thing. By leaving you.
I don't want to suffer being with you. I don't wanna cry every night, without you noticing it.
I don't wanna leave a scar behind. Let the sleepless nights be gone. Because i know, its the right thing to do.
I did it, and I don't think my life would suck without you.

You've made me a stronger person. I will be strong, and i won't cry anymore. Even how much i miss you. I promise you that :')

I have to get use to not messaging you 24/7. I have to get use to not tell a guy "i love you" anymore. I have to get use to not saying goodnight before sleeping. I have to get use by not calling you "syg" anymore. I have to get use to not think about you. I have to get use to everything. Everyone tells me, "It takes time, dear"*I hate that phrase. But, I'm sorry. I just can't paste that concept into my mind.
Just tell me to be strong, and i will.

I will cherish all those memories. I will not miss you anymore. I will not peep out the window, just to look for you.
If we're meant to be, we will meet in the future. I believe everyone deserves a second chance.
Right now, you should be committed to your job, in debating and other stuffs. SPM is on our way. I don't take that as a reason of our break up. I take that as a challenge, i have faith in you HR.
Thanks for everything.

I will and always love you for who you are, HR ;)
You'll do good without me, i know you will.


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