u might be the biggest regret ever.
im sorry if i ever hurt you.
i wonder if i can ever talk to you like we used to.
ashley's.
i was that girl that you played,
you left me in an empty room full of your pictures,
reminds me of that boy i used to love,
and hw crazy it drove me.
i was standing out the balcony,
breathing the summer air,
i wished you were here, just next to me,
but you were long gone.
when can i stop thinking about you,
when can i stop loving you,
when i knew all of this ain't true,
please stop making me love you,
because i can no longer not cry in my sleep.
i still can wait for you,
but i can't guarantee if the season changes,
no more false hope,
no more fantasizing you would come back one day,
all just cause i wanna say,
i don't love you anymore.
now i can stop thinking about you,
now i can stop loving you,
i've already discovered the lie,
and it stopped me from loving you,
i can now sleep soundly at night without shedding a tear.
:)
-happy birthday tse wei-
14 years ago